This song is very special to my heart. The culmination of all my influences as a growing musician, this combines elements of Emo Pop Punk, Classic Rock, Synth Pop, Dubstep, and Electro House.
I usually describe this song as Paramore and My Chemical Romance meets Skrillex, Virtual Riot, and Sonic Adventure 2. Overall I'm very excited to share this song with you, and I believe it will stand out as the quintessential "Moose with a Scarf" style for years to come.
lyrics
Another day I look and see the clouds above me
I get this feeling that it's all I ever will see
And in these moments I just think about how, I fell short
And how it feels like the sun won't come out again
I pray these feelings, these anxieties will come to past
Everlasting in this spiral of fears, and my tears
Will never wash away the pain that I felt when I fell
And now I'm trying to get back up again
And I'm goin in a circle now
And I know I'll never make it out
You know I'm trying but I don't know how
To keep myself from freaking out
And I'm trying hard to make it through
But I feel like i don't got a clue
And I'm doin what I gotta do
And then I'm gonna make it back to you
I've never tried so hard to get this down
Am I running out of time, am I burning out?
I never thought I'd fall, I fell right through
But I'm gonna get back up back to you
I try to fight it, all these feelings that surround me
Ignore those voices, push them out so I can break free
And if I struggle I just think about how, I stood up
Stood up to for everything I knew I held dear, and I know
We never ever can go back to how these things were before
Anymore, what happened was in the past, I'll outlast
These dark emotions that keep creeping within and I know
I'm not the only one who's felt this before
And I aint goin in a circle now
And now I'm finally breaking out
You know I'm trying and I'm thinking how
I'll finally stop myself from freaking out
And I've been trying hard to make it through
And I think I finally got a clue
You know I'm doin what I gotta do
And then I'm gonna make it back to you
I've never tried so hard to get this down
Am I running out of time, am I burning out?
I never thought I'd fall, I fell right through
But I'm gonna get back up back to you
credits
released May 19, 2023
Lyrics by Anthony Sabatino
Mixing and Mastering by Anthony Sabatino
Sung by Lauren Richards
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